Exam & Results

Hmmm...today the son is taking his first paper of arabic...donno lah...already told him ages ago about this preparation thing..but the impression was it seems ok all the time....berserah saja lah...nothing much can be done now...terima saja lah keputusan esok then hopefully boleh try all over again...
The daughters result is tomorrow....5A ..i think is no problem..but then kalau dpt asrama...going or not? I think tunggu lepas PMR lah..at form 4...coz dia nie lain sikit...if not pun maybe BM high school is quiet ok...getting to mix with all the other races..see how they work and play...rather than in an all malay school...preferably kalau dapat all female school sebab she has got the potential to develop further in her co-curriculum...tgk lah dulu bila result comes in...

As for the son....praying for the success...its not the end after all...kalau dapat matrikulasi pun its ok dah...then start all over again...maybe a slow beginner but peak later...tapi pening gak after all the lectures.....still camtu gak...i thought dah sink in...but it seem ...lum.....hmmm....gotta go...bye blog...got to do board paper...

Board papers due

Last entry made was agessss.....not really having the time to do some entry...but i find that this blogging thing is good to release tension...just scribble what ever you feel like writing...Hmmm...its 16days to go before the 2 board papers are due...slow progress...one 90% done with the other i think bout 15%. Must get started...after all its all there and just a matter of getting it organised. Then got to passed it to the manager to re-do in powerpoint format. A concise, executive summary to be presented to the board...aiyaaa...nothing much laaa...just present it and what ever is the outcome is nothing your doing...
...why am i not very happy or sort of settle down with the job? There is this feeling of wanting to do something else...my old job..pilotage...to do something which i am in full control and not bound by someone else's wants or not. Something which i can achive immediate results, satisfactions and success....maybe partly its because i'm not really in full control of my job now, not really mastering and grasping the whole job...but then who is...its 14 November today....22 syawal....still hearing raya songs and raya programmes on tv...ok..gotta go...lotsa work..