Board papers due

Last entry made was agessss.....not really having the time to do some entry...but i find that this blogging thing is good to release tension...just scribble what ever you feel like writing...Hmmm...its 16days to go before the 2 board papers are due...slow progress...one 90% done with the other i think bout 15%. Must get started...after all its all there and just a matter of getting it organised. Then got to passed it to the manager to re-do in powerpoint format. A concise, executive summary to be presented to the board...aiyaaa...nothing much laaa...just present it and what ever is the outcome is nothing your doing...
...why am i not very happy or sort of settle down with the job? There is this feeling of wanting to do something else...my old job..pilotage...to do something which i am in full control and not bound by someone else's wants or not. Something which i can achive immediate results, satisfactions and success....maybe partly its because i'm not really in full control of my job now, not really mastering and grasping the whole job...but then who is...its 14 November today....22 syawal....still hearing raya songs and raya programmes on tv...ok..gotta go...lotsa work..